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name: divinition, eric, ã¨ãªãã¯
age: 17
date of existence: 6th of august 1987
starsign: Leo, the INDOMITABLE lion... before...
status: unemployed, in a relationship, madly in love
, bored, tons of time, low self esteem...
msn: linkinpark8@hotmail.com
skype: divinition
icq: 153093393 (dead)
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death is inevitable.. and it's TOMORROW!!!!!!
AWAY FOR NATIONAL SERVICE... BYE GUYS...
very certain that i love her from the deepest depths of my soul.. mwah!
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selfish and ignorant people
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freedom... priceless
money... hmmm... =p
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
christmas is drawing to a close and throughout the day, undoubtedly, kids around the world would have made their wishes, and everything and hope with all their might that the heavens would be kind enough to fufill them... normal stuff rite?.. well, i'm no exception.. i made my wish so many times it would take an eternity for God to count them (not that He doesn't have the time...) but for the part where i hope with all my might that it'll come true, yeah... it won't come true... i know it.. you see, these few days.. or actually since a couple of months ago, i've started to put my hands together, wishing only for one thing and it goes like this:
" to whom it may concern, this is eric wong, making a wish that he shall not, under any circumstance have to attend the National Service that he so hates, despises, loaths, disgusts, detests, abominates (i could go on for a long long time describing my hatred... hehehe)... "
NATIONAL SERVICE i don't remember where i was at that time.. but i was on a holiday when the list that contained the 80,000 or so names of the lucky trainees were announced... honestly speaking... i really really thought i wouldn't be picked... i really innocently thought in my brain that you won't be that lucky-wan... no need to be scared la... its ok... don't tell me that out of half a million or so 17 year olds, you would have lady luck shining upon your name when the computer starts choosing the list..." i even went to the extent of using my knowledge of additional maths to count the likelihood of me getting a spot on the government's list of 'not patriotic enough, not physically healthy enough, and not helpful enough to the community' 17 year olds that we have to endure the 3 month ...(in my opinion)... DEATH CAMP... 3 whole months!!! i mean, that sums up to 92 days of sleep deprivation as well as 2208 hours of the impending lectures and not to mention training... (it also includes my soon to be reduced period of sleep... *grumble*...) i could really do so much without this national service... more than now i suppose... i'm getting bored of the holidays... its only been like 24 odd days since i began this studyless life and yet, now i'm beginning to find it increasingly difficult to get new activities to pursue.. i know whats on you mind now... you must be thinking... so what the hell has it to do with your involvement in Un-rational Service? well, for starters, i wouldn't have to wait till march to begin my 'call of duty'.. and i can start college in january, rather than wait for the second intake wasting half a year... and i might add, i want to start college so early 'cause i really haven't anything to do and i *sigh* miss studying... i can't believe i just said that... you know what.. its not like i haven't heard the great comments about national service... its just that i don't care whether its going to be fun, i don't care whether its going to be life-enriching, i don't care that i'm going to receive a mere RM300 for my troubles, i don't care that i will be able to participate in a 'national unity' programme and most of all, i just don't freaking CARE! what i really think is that national service should be made a non-obligatory thing... and this idea is fortified by the fact that there are plenty of ppl who are requesting to join the programme... why don't the government take into consideration the people who have more things to do than run and train under the sun? for instance.. ME!!! God, there are so so many things that i can say to make my thoughts justified on this matter... but maybe i just can't think of them at the moment... you have to understand that there are, like, too many to remember... WHY ME??? darn... if the government wants this to be forced upon whoever they choose... at the least, provide good amenitiesto the participants... why, let's list out the bad issues that have plagued the programme... beds, or more appropriate, mattresses - i've heard from friends that newly built camps only have mattresses to sleep on... guess what time they have to go to dreamland? at 11pm. fair enough. what time do they have to come out of dreamland? 5am. OUTRAGEOUS i tell you... how do you expect the trainees to have a decent night's sleep with just a thin mattress to rest their physically and mentally tired bodies? food, if you can call it food - food sucks at that place. i understand that mass-produced food can't be up to the proper standard, but oh God, let it at least please the tastebuds... i mean, after or before a hard days work, trainees have to be like properly nourished... right?... there also had been reports that the camp operators taking some of the cash allocated from the government for food... its like i think the government set aside RM12 for each trainee for 7 meals a day. the articles that were published in the Star reported that the RM12 had been 'magically' tranformed into RM7, with the remaining, somehow ending up in the operators bottomless pockets... no wonder the quality is going down...
in a whole, i really don't want to go for the national service and to be frank, if it weren't for the damned jail term, i would just not turn up... but what the heck... like it or not, i'm still a malaysian and a law abiding one at that... despite the numerous, and near-infinite problems that have yet to be addressed by the authorities, i'll still attend and hopefully by the end of that 2208 hours, i'll be better, faster and stronger... WHY ME!?!?!?!?!?!? and yeah... i guess to the nation, National Service would be a boon.. to me, a definite BANE!
divinition slips into the oblivion.. 9:59:00 pm
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