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わたし (me)

name: divinition, eric, エリック
age: 17
date of existence: 6th of august 1987
starsign: Leo, the INDOMITABLE lion... before...
status: unemployed, in a relationship, madly in love , bored, tons of time, low self esteem...
msn: linkinpark8@hotmail.com
skype: divinition
icq: 153093393 (dead)
hp: 016-2787234

my mood

death is inevitable.. and it's TOMORROW!!!!!!
AWAY FOR NATIONAL SERVICE... BYE GUYS...
very certain that i love her from the deepest depths of my soul.. mwah!
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The current mood of divinition at www.imood.com

appreciates

my baby
good food
using the computer
mixing with my pals
reading
movies
japan
footie and badminton

abominates

terrorists
mo-fo beheaders aka ppl with small weeners
wars
saddam
bush
'those' ppl
mat motor
bitter gourd,chillies, brinjal and *uggh* petai
rap music (a little exception for Eminem)
selfish and ignorant people
money minded people

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links

Friendster
Hi5
Boyis - Wallpapers Galore
P2P Programs
The REAL Cost of War in IRAQ
1987s
ANIME!!

absolute wishlist

a nice cheap SUREFIRE.. wahahaha.. *hint hint*
i-pod photo - 40G RM2000
PSP RM700
a College FREE
a nissan skyline gtr, or an integra, or a putra, or a proton, or what the heck... a car.. RM???
oakley time bomb ltd edition USD25,000.. haha.. no kidding..
oakley crush 2.0, stealth black.. RM1140
freedom... priceless
money... hmmm... =p

archives

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January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
September 2005

visits

the costs of war

Cost of the War in Iraq
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credits

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blogger - engine

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

hmmm.. the phone.. since its invention, millions of people have succeded in gaining so much benefit from it.. but i don't know.. i don't get it.. hmmm..

so many people use the phone to get in ttouch with their loved ones far far away so they can at least seem closer.. so they can at least reduce the yearn to see one another.. but not me..
even though she's so close, i still can't use the phone to get in touch with her.. i no longer hold the spark to make her cheer up, make her smile, and make her forget all the problems that she keeps so well disguised under that charming and dazzling look of hers.. hmmm.. i guess i never do well in relationships..

i remember once, when i was with my previous significant other, there were certain people who told me

Anonymous: "you know, she should be lucky to have you.. any girl would.."
Eric: "yeah right..."

hmm.. how can that statement be true now?.. i don't feel special at all.. i don't feel wanted.. then why am i hanging on.. why do i still love her like i do.. why?.. a question that may never be answered..

divinition slips into the oblivion.. 11:50:00 pm

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